Green Apple

①
最近壓力很大，畢竟下星期便是留学試験了

我知道我平時無特別去著重學校的東西（但不知道為什麼還是這麼忙）

所以唯有逼自己而家去溫書啦！

And for a couple of days last week I just completely lost confidence in Japanese.

I just feel like I will never be able to understand and speak Japanese (fluently) like a Japanese, which of course, I am not.
もちろん、日本人のようにペラペラ日常会話ができるまで可能性が。。。あるんですが。。。まだまだまだまだめっちゃ遠ーいような気がする！
But then, learning a language is a lifelong thing, just like how I never think I'm good at English, or even Cantonese. (and I can probably trace down a long argument of whether I am better at Chinese or English... to be honest I don't know either)

「見えないところで、皆頑張っている。」
「Everyone works hard in the spot not seen.」

And regardless of school and exams, the only thing I can really do is to learn whenever I can, and build up my little portfolio of knowledge everyday, bit by bit.

②

On a brighter note, there are currently 2 trips planned and coming up for post exams...

③

我就是喜歡旅遊，我就是想去一些會讓我很わくわく的地方

我就是喜歡不平凡做我的平凡

我就是知道每一樣東西也會是「一期一会」

過了就沒有辦法再跟這些人去一起經歷

④

I like myself to be like a green apple, and while I travel I slowly ripen

就是很喜歡這個quote

感覺不只是旅行，但人生也一樣。

想每天也做個青蘋果

每天也重新去認識周圍，重新去認識自己

然後經過很多個每天後，
慢慢變成一個很有想法，視野很廣，很有內涵的紅蘋果